As she cried.

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As the hushed night made its way,in the deep morbid starry night..she was sitting in her room,all lost..thinking the most heinous acts acted on her.she managed to gaze the almighty moon..the twinkling of stars from a distance and this all began when everyone laid asleep in the midnight.

She couldn’t sleep that peacefully for sure like everyone else did.What was so troubling to her?The dreary thoughts have made her exploited.The abominable night has made her dulcet beauty go arcane.She managed to go silently by the window and drift the curtains apart and now those eyes watched the shimmering stars closely,what was she pondering on?She took the strand of her hair and twirled it now as she looked out of her chained window. hmm…the ruthless society has made her go all insipid.She wonders now,is anyone going to be a part of her shallow heart?She is crying now..tears slowly rolling down from her beautiful yet watery eyes..here the first tear comes..drop,drop..drop!No sound it made!Aahh..she is no impeccable yet the most beautiful souls do not fail to crush all the simple beliefs she carries..does she means to be baleful to others?she ponders.People have shook her to the roots of her mind and soul..specially the loved ones!Now in this dark tormented night,no soul comes out for her help.She gets entangled in the utter disgraceful thoughts thrown upon her by the people.She is hurt..indeed!!

The tears rolling down have the immense power to make her weak,small..as she cries she begin to realize what all she has achieved in her short span of life..the real question ignited in her mind is for whom has she attained actually?Since her childhood she has managed to come out of the dark-box and be a lighting to all the others.She has crafted her own journal..no one else has been the author of her life but she.Often,the outlandish behaviour of hers has made her go all wrong..still she had the courage and ethics to make everything go exactly the way she wants.So why now??Why this time?

As she cries,she feels something blocking her blood to reach the heart..she begins to palpitate now.She desires for a helping hand maybe,as she has relied enough on the other sources..this is now when she exclaims to herself  “I feel hostile towards the night”

After a few minutes,she inhales and decide to close the curtains..she knows who she is,she remembers this uncouth world can never take responsibility of her actions.She is what she is!Afterall she is sturdy,a robust aura..yes,she cries..she feels shaken to the roots,still manages to collect all her shaken pieces of heart..all the shattered beliefs and again amalgamates them.She was a dreamer and will be one.The nights will always be dark and her fears and threats will always be lurching in the dark..people will hurt her as part of their routine,still she has realized and felt..people need her approval for that first,to which she denies!At last she can sleep now.

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34 thoughts on “As she cried.

  1. Perfectly describing every minute details of imperfect of us. 🙂
    No one if perfect, yet we strive for perfection in our own ways and kind of even achieve it too, again in our own ways.
    Mere tears don’t make one weak. Neither the falls does.
    What proves one weak is, not getting up when stumbled down.

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  2. Great article.
    I can so relate to it.
    But the irony is that it’s not the story of one but many,
    The people who instill pain in us by giving emotional set backs,
    Stay disconnected from our emotions and sleep, eat, laugh and live in peace.
    Oblivious to what we are going through.
    And the world is not receptive to tears,
    But it’s the smiles that sell alone,
    And when nobody could relate to your pain,
    And console you by saying,
    Everyone has got their load of shit to deal with,
    But they don’t cry and complain,
    Be a fighter and not a cry baby.
    Then all you can do is write it down,
    Feel lighter and go to sleep.
    But they way you said it 🍷
    Cheers to that.

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